Hello.
I’ve been doing alot of seaching in the past couple of days. Searching for answers to questions I’m not even sure I should be asking. Feh.
I’ve more or less settled with my current situation. Ganun naman ako eh. I can adapt easily, but that doesn’t mean I won’t accept it docilely. I’ll be grumbling a little, but will try to make the best of it.
Work is… work. Nothing much different, I suppose. Many friends have gone, but I’m happy to have made new friends here too. They’re actually people I’ve worked with before, but it was only until we moved here did I finally put a face to the names I’ve been seeing for months. Possibly it’s one of the very few things I am happy about with this move. Otherwise, I can’t wait to get out.
I’m currently enrolled in a program to improve my performance at work. Not that my record is bad, it’s just it’s not in order. I’m down to the last two weeks of it, and I’m using it as the basis of what I’m going to do next. If I don’t meet my target, I’ll say goodbye in thirty days. If I meet my target, it’ll be forty, er, sixty days. Other than that, I’m, uh, keeping my options open *grin*
House… well, my parents were supposed to fix up the house we used to live in, but my uncle’s wife was very much against it. I thought, well, she doesn’t really have the right to say no because the property belongs to my grandfather. But dad decided that it wasn’t worth fighting for, so we’re looking for a house to buy. Pa’s also thinking of a condo or an apartment, prefereably a rent to own deal.
I never imagined that I’d be living in a condo. :S
We have about two weeks to go until we have to move out of the house we are in now. My grandparents have lived in that house for almost 20 years now, and I’ve lived in it for four. I know that the day we have to leave it will be inevitable, but somehow, I never thought I’d see the day. Maybe because I was aware that for as long as my grandparents were alive, we’d have that house, and I’ve always thought my grandparents would live forever. I’m not naive about death or anything. I’m just well… I suppose when you get used to one thing, you’d rather not have it changed.
I also joined an independent group of kids (and belive me, they are kids ahaha) in putting up an online magazine. It’s still in the works, but the site’s up. My articles aren’t up yet (that’s because I haven’t submitted them hahaha), but anyone who wants to take a look can do so right here. If anyone wants to flame, please make it constructive.
Later, I’ll be going to the mall again. No shopping for me, unless you consider looking for a new job shopping.
I’m tired. I want to do something creative.